YOUR choices~

the hours of the night grow shorter once again...

and i cannot shake the vengeance of being blamed

for exaggerated crimes i have not even committed.

over and over and over...

am i truly to just sit here and take it? blow by blow?

(i didn't sign up for this)

at some point you have to realize 

and accept what YOU have done...

and yet i'm here.

and i take it.

and i won't go anywhere.

and i KNOW one day all these sins will be atoned for.

WHAT IS THIS MADNESS??

where has LIFE gone?

how has the could've, would've, what if been allowed to steal the very breath you breathe?

erase the very memory of what was good and pure from your recollection?

how could you forget all that we had?

(and remember EVERYTHING BUT US??!!?!)

the only words or thoughts that have power are those that you allow to take root and fester and grow.

is life really all that comfortable now?

("For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it. For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?" - Mat 16:25-26 KJV)

i do think we are MEANT to be lost without our
Creator.

(once you taste the truth you 

can NEVER really deny it... 

the soul knows TOO MUCH)

"It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery." - Gal 5:1 NASB

...i will NOT be held captive by your insecurities and pride and irresponsibility. 

can you REALLY say He has left you without the means to take back your life?

perhaps you don't even see that you've lost it...